I feel so tired and yet i have this feeling i need to make a post today. I'm really bargaining with myself but it seems i have no option but to get my hands on the black keyboard before me. I guess you have realised nowadays the little times i have made it here. Life can be so hectic. At times it seems to run faster and all we have to do is "play catch up". Anyhow, hoping you having a great week. Its Tuesday and April is still as young as it can be. I guess it would be madness for us to begin to wish for a brand new month....remember, its all about living each day at a time always giving thanks to God IN everything. I've found so many things interesting of late and i could be here forever tryna explain them in detail. I've been a Christian for 10 years and all this time i have wondered, at times, if i REALLY loved God. It often struck me whenever that question popped up, that..maybe i do not love him "enough" and boy..it made me a little sick. We all supposed to love God, at least for Christians, and this should come quite "naturally"...but here i was questioning myself on this very subject. Of course, there is always everything to show we love God..talk of carrying your cross and following him...but well as for me.....i discovered recently that i really loved him. Its pretty easy to appreciate who God is when things are going all roses...but in times when you have to choose between him and something else..thats what i would call the defining moment.
The weekend, as usual was short lived but i tried to make the most of Sunday, the only day i would brand myself "free". I got to church (KPC Central) for the 2 O'clock service and God had something to whisper...to me in particular i would say. I was going through a trying time and was at cross roads (can you see me there??). I partook of Holy Communion with a heart full of faith trusting God would show up and open the eyes of my heart to who he is (and he did). This week i'm a much better person. Work is becoming interesting (forget last week's boring bit!) and i feel focused once again. And what does this take? It takes us just two steps - faith and surrender. The time me and you learn to let go and ask Jesus to take the wheel, he sure does!
After spotting a fairly nice apartment somewhere near Makerere University, i thought it was a done deal but oops...some one was a little faster than i and apparently moved in before i could even pay rental fees. I felt bad but i trust i'm getting a better one..soon.And i mean a BETTER one..just watch this space.
Been here long enough i guess. Didn't anticipate i would get this wordy. Hope you haven't found trouble reading all this because it appears so bulky. Never mind though. You could always come back tomorrow and begin from where you stopped today!
From me, its Good bye.
The weekend, as usual was short lived but i tried to make the most of Sunday, the only day i would brand myself "free". I got to church (KPC Central) for the 2 O'clock service and God had something to whisper...to me in particular i would say. I was going through a trying time and was at cross roads (can you see me there??). I partook of Holy Communion with a heart full of faith trusting God would show up and open the eyes of my heart to who he is (and he did). This week i'm a much better person. Work is becoming interesting (forget last week's boring bit!) and i feel focused once again. And what does this take? It takes us just two steps - faith and surrender. The time me and you learn to let go and ask Jesus to take the wheel, he sure does!
After spotting a fairly nice apartment somewhere near Makerere University, i thought it was a done deal but oops...some one was a little faster than i and apparently moved in before i could even pay rental fees. I felt bad but i trust i'm getting a better one..soon.And i mean a BETTER one..just watch this space.
Been here long enough i guess. Didn't anticipate i would get this wordy. Hope you haven't found trouble reading all this because it appears so bulky. Never mind though. You could always come back tomorrow and begin from where you stopped today!
From me, its Good bye.


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